Thursday, March 17, 2011

Slowly but surely

Weigh in day today!  90.9kg!!!  That is 28.2kg loss.  Its definately slowed right down.  Its about half a kilo a week.  It seems so little to me, it just doesn't seem to be coming off fast enough.  I know realistically that is fantastic weight loss.  But I am so impatient.  I want everything YESTERDAY.
I am really hoping to reach my goal of 85kg by the time I go to Sydney.  But I have been thinking, man I am scared about that!  I have no idea what that weight is like.  To me, that is a normal persons weight.  Ok, its still over weight but isn't it average!  I wonder what I will look like then! 
Today I am wearing my first pair of boardshorts.  I got them for $5 from a shop a few weeks that was closing down for renovations.  So I thought oh I will grab them and maybe one day I will fit in them.  Saw them today after my shower after the gym and thought, I better try them on (tags still attached).  OH MY GOD!  They fit!  Infact they are a little big in places! hahaha!  I have something to wear swimming now.
I am not sure if I have mentioned this before, but have been thinking about it again this week.  You all have probably heard people talking about dream outfits that they hope to one day be able to wear when they are thinner.  Usually ball gowns, jeans, bikini's etc.  Wanna know what mine is?  Mine is a football jersey and a wetsuit! 
I always wanted to be able to fit into a wetsuit so I could join Jase for a surf one day.  Funny thing is, I am petrified of the Ocean so I would only be wearing it on the beach!
The football jersey I have always wanted to be able to wear.  I always see these gorgeous skinny girls wearing tight little footy jerseys to the games.,  They always look so gorgeous and sexy.  I dream that one day that will be me.  A Titans Jersey of course!
I really need to get some new bra's!  Especially for Zumba,  But I tell you, I don't think there is any bra good enough to hold my puppies while doing Zumba!
Its amazing going through my wardrobe every few weeks and getting rid of things.  Even new things I have purchased are now too big!

Still hitting the gym 3 -4 times a week.  Depending on sickness, sick kids or appointments.  I am really enjoying it.

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