OMGG! I measured my boobage area as I know I need new over the shoulder boulder holders. I thought if I could find out the size I need before going into the store then it would really help.
So took my measurements and put them into bra calculator site. I am currently wearing 24E. Which I have been wearing for years. Yes, even since losing nearly 30kg.I would just go into the store and buy the biggest size they had.
Well according to this site, I should be in an 18E! Wow that is 3 sizes down! That is incredible. Think I will be heading straight for the underwear section when I go shopping tomorrow!
Been thinking so much about my next goal. To be 85kg by my Sydney trip (10th - 13th June) or have lost 35kg which would make me 84.1kg. It kind of scares me,. Isn't that weird. Actually I am scared to see the scales drop to anything under 90kg! I don't know why. Maybe its just I have not experienced that size before. Well if I have, its been a very long time ago and I don't remember! I know I will still be me but it just seems strange.
I have even ordered some sexy pieces for private use (lol). I can't wait to receive them. I am definately feeling alot more confident in myself. But then I do have my doubtful moments. I catch a glimpse of myself in a shopfront window or a mirror and see my huge belly still. It just doesn't seem to be shifting. Its just depressing.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Slowly but surely
Weigh in day today! 90.9kg!!! That is 28.2kg loss. Its definately slowed right down. Its about half a kilo a week. It seems so little to me, it just doesn't seem to be coming off fast enough. I know realistically that is fantastic weight loss. But I am so impatient. I want everything YESTERDAY.
I am really hoping to reach my goal of 85kg by the time I go to Sydney. But I have been thinking, man I am scared about that! I have no idea what that weight is like. To me, that is a normal persons weight. Ok, its still over weight but isn't it average! I wonder what I will look like then!
Today I am wearing my first pair of boardshorts. I got them for $5 from a shop a few weeks that was closing down for renovations. So I thought oh I will grab them and maybe one day I will fit in them. Saw them today after my shower after the gym and thought, I better try them on (tags still attached). OH MY GOD! They fit! Infact they are a little big in places! hahaha! I have something to wear swimming now.
I am not sure if I have mentioned this before, but have been thinking about it again this week. You all have probably heard people talking about dream outfits that they hope to one day be able to wear when they are thinner. Usually ball gowns, jeans, bikini's etc. Wanna know what mine is? Mine is a football jersey and a wetsuit!
I always wanted to be able to fit into a wetsuit so I could join Jase for a surf one day. Funny thing is, I am petrified of the Ocean so I would only be wearing it on the beach!
The football jersey I have always wanted to be able to wear. I always see these gorgeous skinny girls wearing tight little footy jerseys to the games., They always look so gorgeous and sexy. I dream that one day that will be me. A Titans Jersey of course!
I really need to get some new bra's! Especially for Zumba, But I tell you, I don't think there is any bra good enough to hold my puppies while doing Zumba!
Its amazing going through my wardrobe every few weeks and getting rid of things. Even new things I have purchased are now too big!
Still hitting the gym 3 -4 times a week. Depending on sickness, sick kids or appointments. I am really enjoying it.
I am really hoping to reach my goal of 85kg by the time I go to Sydney. But I have been thinking, man I am scared about that! I have no idea what that weight is like. To me, that is a normal persons weight. Ok, its still over weight but isn't it average! I wonder what I will look like then!
Today I am wearing my first pair of boardshorts. I got them for $5 from a shop a few weeks that was closing down for renovations. So I thought oh I will grab them and maybe one day I will fit in them. Saw them today after my shower after the gym and thought, I better try them on (tags still attached). OH MY GOD! They fit! Infact they are a little big in places! hahaha! I have something to wear swimming now.
I am not sure if I have mentioned this before, but have been thinking about it again this week. You all have probably heard people talking about dream outfits that they hope to one day be able to wear when they are thinner. Usually ball gowns, jeans, bikini's etc. Wanna know what mine is? Mine is a football jersey and a wetsuit!
I always wanted to be able to fit into a wetsuit so I could join Jase for a surf one day. Funny thing is, I am petrified of the Ocean so I would only be wearing it on the beach!
The football jersey I have always wanted to be able to wear. I always see these gorgeous skinny girls wearing tight little footy jerseys to the games., They always look so gorgeous and sexy. I dream that one day that will be me. A Titans Jersey of course!
I really need to get some new bra's! Especially for Zumba, But I tell you, I don't think there is any bra good enough to hold my puppies while doing Zumba!
Its amazing going through my wardrobe every few weeks and getting rid of things. Even new things I have purchased are now too big!
Still hitting the gym 3 -4 times a week. Depending on sickness, sick kids or appointments. I am really enjoying it.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Where ever you may be let the wind run free
Church or chapel, let it rattle lol!
Well, I have been put on protein shakes by my dietician. I am not getting enough protein in my diet. Which would probably explain why I feel like I could bite the arse out of a cow! So I started that. My goodness, talk about wind! I shall now be known as trumpet bum. lol
I am hoping it helps with the tiredness also. I have given up the Berrocca's. I just can't stomach them anymore. The thought of them makes my stomach turn. So now I am on Swisse Womens Multivitamin as well as the Complex B vitamins.
My Dietician is still very happy with my progress. I should be losing about half a kilo a week and that seems to be the average. Some weeks I won't lose which is very frustrating. But I do know that I am building muscle now also with the gym. My measurements are shrinking. My clothes see to be growing. Nothing fits! Its very embarssing. I wish I had the money to invest in a new wardrobe, especially bra's! But I just can't do it yet.
I have a new goal. I want to be 85kg's by my trip to Sydney which is in June, Queens Birthday long weekend.
I wonder what I will look like at 85kg. I don't ever remember being that weight.
Well, I have been put on protein shakes by my dietician. I am not getting enough protein in my diet. Which would probably explain why I feel like I could bite the arse out of a cow! So I started that. My goodness, talk about wind! I shall now be known as trumpet bum. lol
I am hoping it helps with the tiredness also. I have given up the Berrocca's. I just can't stomach them anymore. The thought of them makes my stomach turn. So now I am on Swisse Womens Multivitamin as well as the Complex B vitamins.
My Dietician is still very happy with my progress. I should be losing about half a kilo a week and that seems to be the average. Some weeks I won't lose which is very frustrating. But I do know that I am building muscle now also with the gym. My measurements are shrinking. My clothes see to be growing. Nothing fits! Its very embarssing. I wish I had the money to invest in a new wardrobe, especially bra's! But I just can't do it yet.
I have a new goal. I want to be 85kg's by my trip to Sydney which is in June, Queens Birthday long weekend.
I wonder what I will look like at 85kg. I don't ever remember being that weight.
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